sulky lamb

i'm gonna spend CNY alone here again!
and my bf didn't tell me only until i started to make plans for CNY and asked his availability - that he's going kyoto for biz trip.

not again! he was in germany last year; and in london the year before.
CNY was so lonely, and now again....

sigh, i regretted not agreeing to going bali with my family....now how?

lonely and detestable CNY.arrrggghhhhh.

i shall go travel alone, somewhere, anywhere but be here alone, again.